Sorry, I might surrender...

02 March 2009

Today is Monday. I hope it will be very niceday to me. Although there are burden of works are waiting to be settled by me just in a short period of time.

Today, and also last week, I got many results of my quiz in subject that I have taken. Some are listed as below:

1. Chemistry Quiz D-block element - 23/30
2. Chemistry Topical Test - 21/30
3. Chemistry Topical re-Test - 15/25
4. Statistics Quiz 1 - 37/40
5. Statistics Quiz 2 - 37/50
6. Pure Maths 1 - 47 / 50
7. Pure Maths 2 - 11/25
8. Physics (Heat) - 15/25
9. Economics - Don't know yet. I guess it'll be worse too.

All the marks for every single subject is decreasing from a test to another test. Most of the results, I'm among the lowest in the class. Day by day in this Semester 2 in KMB, there was no ample time for me to have my own revision. 

When I got this "nice" marks for the subjects those I've taken (some of them are my favourite subjects ; Chemistry, Physics, Pure Maths, Statistics and Economics), it makes me to start thinking. What are the causes that cause me to be like this. It's never happen since I was in Form 4 until now. Then it happens again. After for a week thinking, it comes to these results (from major to minor)

1. Too much "heavy jawatan" - Being a Presiden in Badminton Club, Vice Presiden in Student Representative Council, Exco in Badan Kerohanian somehow affect my focus on studies.
2. Burdened by a lot of works - as you become high-commitee of one organisation, means there are a lots of works (sometimes very silly) need to be done by yourself.
3. Gap from HIM - need to be improved
4. No time for study and revision.
5. Not condusive study place.
6. Cannot focus in class - as my quiz results recently always placed me in the almost last ranking in the class.

Because of these, I think, this is a time where I should quit from all these "jawatan". Sometimes to be an ordinary student is better. I love the time when I was in Sem 1 and also in Secondary School. 

No "jawatan". No a lot of works. Can focus more on study. Can enjoy my life.

Sorry to all....

Less of hope....

Lack of motivations....

I might quit....and....

I MIGHT SURRENDER....from all of these posts...

Tekanan!!

28 Februari 2009

Sedih berbaur duka. Tak mampu diungkapkan dengan kata-kata pada saat ini. Apesal? Gambar di bawah menceritakan segalanya.

Inilah raket badminton aku yang telah patah. Benda kedua yang amat2 disayangi selepas GDC.

Usia raket : 6 bulan

Jenama : RSL R2 Technology

Harga : RM 230

Asbab patah : Shittle cock kena frame semasa membuat jumping smasy.

Esok, 1 Mac 2009, ada friendly dengan Kolej Teknologi Timur. Bagaimanakah? Guane nak main. Raket dah patah. 

"Ko takkan rase raket lain sesedap raket ko bile main.." kata seorang senior..

Adakah ini tanda2 akan kalah pada hari esok? Tawakkal...

I'm Free??

Just a short entry.

Tak pernah rasa se'free' ini dalam hidup ni. Dah hampir sebulan tak cuti. weekend di makan begitu sahaja. Waa.."sikit"nya kerja..

Perlu ke tempat mesyuarat selepas ini. Hujung minggu ini ada Amal Islami. Tak cuti lagi.

Minggu depan Badminton Friendly dengan Kolej Teknologi Timur. Pun tak cuti lagi.

The following week tak pasti lagi. Kekadang tugas datang on the spot.

Harap dapat free laa at least 2 hari..

sekian..