02 March 2009
Today is Monday. I hope it will be very niceday to me. Although there are burden of works are waiting to be settled by me just in a short period of time.
Today, and also last week, I got many results of my quiz in subject that I have taken. Some are listed as below:
- Chemistry Quiz D-block element - 23/30
- Chemistry Topical Test - 21/30
- Chemistry Topical re-Test - 15/25
- Statistics Quiz 1 - 37/40
- Statistics Quiz 2 - 37/50
- Pure Maths 1 - 47 / 50
- Pure Maths 2 - 11/25
- Physics (Heat) - 15/25
- Economics - Don't know yet. I guess it'll be worse too.
All the marks for every single subject is decreasing from a test to another test. Most of the results, I'm among the lowest in the class. Day by day in this Semester 2 in KMB, there was no ample time for me to have my own revision.
When I got this "nice" marks for the subjects those I've taken (some of them are my favourite subjects ; Chemistry, Physics, Pure Maths, Statistics and Economics), it makes me to start thinking. What are the causes that cause me to be like this. It's never happen since I was in Form 4 until now. Then it happens again. After for a week thinking, it comes to these results (from major to minor)
- Too much "heavy jawatan" - Being a Presiden in Badminton Club, Vice Presiden in Student Representative Council, Exco in Badan Kerohanian somehow affect my focus on studies.
- Burdened by a lot of works - as you become high-commitee of one organisation, means there are a lots of works (sometimes very silly) need to be done by yourself.
- Gap from HIM - need to be improved
- No time for study and revision.
- Not condusive study place.
- Cannot focus in class - as my quiz results recently always placed me in the almost last ranking in the class.
Because of these, I think, this is a time where I should quit from all these "jawatan". Sometimes to be an ordinary student is better. I love the time when I was in Sem 1 and also in Secondary School.
No "jawatan". No a lot of works. Can focus more on study. Can enjoy my life.
Sorry to all....
Less of hope....
Lack of motivations....
I might quit....and....
I MIGHT SURRENDER....from all of these posts...
9 comments:
sabr2...
ak pham perasaan ko....
mgkin btul jugak la ko nk lpaskn semua jwatn tuh..
ko buat la pe yg ko rse bgus tuk diri ko..n 4 ur study too...
jwtan2 tuh x pntg sgt..yg pntg pmbljran ko skrg...
klu affected useless je smue jwatn tuh...
klu nk sgt ad jwtan, amik je la stu...focus on stu jwtan je..tu pn mmpu mltih ko dri sgi leadership skill...bkn smstinye lgi byk jwtan lgi byk skill ko dpt..klu ad stu jwatn tpi kite brtggjwab spnuhnye, n balance dgn actvt kite yg len, tu dh ckup bgus...
pape pn, byk2kn prgntungan pd Allah*ingtan utk dri ak jugak*...insyaAllah, kite akn dibntu...
all da best..
jgan tension2 sgt..
rilex sudeyh~
XD
menang x match badminton?
i might surrender oso...
but i don't want you to give up~
please hold on..
just one more year!
all da best 2 u~
hanya satu jawapan:
"kembali pada Dia"
dan insyaAllah, jawapan yg dinanti itu akan datang.
"bersabarlah sahabat, kerana hidup ini suatu perjuangan"
too many ppl taking care sometimes make u weaker...
no offense...
just an opinion
~peace out~
Allah tak menguji seseorang hamba itu, melainkan dia sanggup melakukannya..(",)
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